My amazing results of letting go!
I shared my story in another group yesterday, but wanted to share it again, for me this is so close to my heart and show me what happens when we just let go.
Today I found out that I will be having a little girl. This is so epic for me on so many levels. Besides that fact that I have 2 amazing boys and would love some feminine energy to balance out the house, having a girl has always meant that I am ready for her.
In the last 20 years I have been through a lot that as brought out in my masculinity to the forefront. The control, the I’ve got this at all cost attitude, the straight shooter, and almost a lack on emotions when connecting with people.
In the last 5 years I have been very consciously aware of this and have tried to work on it. But in the recent months, with the help of some amazing people, have undergone intense work on myself. I can tell you the healing journey hasn’t been without its blood, sweat and oh my, a lot of tears. And now coming out the other end I can say that the power of letting go and the lessons behind letting go have been huge for me. It has given me a beautiful bundle of joy to remind me every day for the rest of my life that nothing is in worth holding so tight. Just let it go.
I feel like I have so many people to thanks for helping me along this journey, but today I want to thank me.
For coming to the realisation and for acknowledging that I had stuff I wasn’t letting go of. For realising I have the key to no only my own destiny but I also have the key to release the past. That I am here because of my own thinking and doing and if I have blamed others in the past, I was just cementing my own blocks. I thank myself for the willingness to give up the fight and to just let it go.
I could have never imagined that the benefits would be so great❤️ I could have never imagined that the benefits would be so great❤️