Do we need to stop to Heal?

As I sit here in the beautiful Koh Samui, Thailand I am 6 weeks postpartum. One would think it should be all bliss in such a beautiful part of the world, but my current reality is that my wounds are still really raw, both mentally and physically. I am sitting poolside with my kids in bikinis that feel tight, my pregnancy belly still very present and yes these are all superficial things but experiencing this reality opens up a lot of wounds and feelings of our beautiful girl we just lost. Before leaving, I was so looking forward to going on holidays, the feeling of getting out of the cold winters city and delving into the tropical climate 10 hrs away. What more could you want to heal? Let me

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